I think I can finally call this a recovery month rather than a sick month.
September certainly didn't go the way I expected. Between physician appointments, the second surgery, pain medicine, healing, and what seemed like an unbelievable amount of sleeping, much of the month simply disappeared.
I am still catching up, but I am back to doing more of the things I enjoy and beginning to feel like myself again. Maybe October will be a little less eventful—and a lot more awake.
Since 2010, I’ve served as Magistrate, now an experienced Magistrate, staying true to those first teachings of law. I’ve held additional titles, adding teacher in 2015, and spent 10 real-world years studying Gorean Law to record it for those who follow. Born to Ubar Aries and adopted by Ubar Reno, I lost both to the dust of war. Now, as the daughter of Captain WIND of the Silver Blade Mercenaries, I focus on teaching and recording past lessons here. Enjoy exploring this record.
Saturday, September 26, 2026
Wednesday, September 23, 2026
September 23, 2026
Another improvement. I have been able to spend more time doing normal things instead of simply thinking about doing them.
Looking back, the pain medicine immediately after the surgery fooled me a little. At first I thought the second surgery hadn't been particularly bad. Once that wore off, my body made its opinion very clear. I needed far more sleep and recovery time than I did after the first surgery.
At least now I can finally say that I am feeling better instead of just hoping I will soon.
Looking back, the pain medicine immediately after the surgery fooled me a little. At first I thought the second surgery hadn't been particularly bad. Once that wore off, my body made its opinion very clear. I needed far more sleep and recovery time than I did after the first surgery.
At least now I can finally say that I am feeling better instead of just hoping I will soon.
Sunday, September 20, 2026
September 20, 2026
Things are slowly returning to normal.
I still have to remind myself not to overdo things just because I happen to feel good for a few hours. Recovery has taught me that feeling better and actually being completely healed are two different things.
I am starting to catch up on some of the things I missed, including this journal. There are going to be gaps in September, and I think that is all right. Sometimes "I slept most of the day" really is the whole journal entry.
I still have to remind myself not to overdo things just because I happen to feel good for a few hours. Recovery has taught me that feeling better and actually being completely healed are two different things.
I am starting to catch up on some of the things I missed, including this journal. There are going to be gaps in September, and I think that is all right. Sometimes "I slept most of the day" really is the whole journal entry.
Thursday, September 17, 2026
September 17, 2026
I finally feel as though I am beginning to come out the other side of this.
I am still tired and still taking things slowly, but I am awake more and starting to pay attention to the world again. That feels good. I hadn't realized how much of September I was going to lose simply to sleeping and healing.
I am not completely back yet, but I am getting there.
I am still tired and still taking things slowly, but I am awake more and starting to pay attention to the world again. That feels good. I hadn't realized how much of September I was going to lose simply to sleeping and healing.
I am not completely back yet, but I am getting there.
Wednesday, September 16, 2026
Gorean Scribe Services and Price List
A task based guide for Gorean roleplay
Purpose. This list offers suggested roleplay prices for work performed throughout the Caste of Scribes, from ordinary writing and recordkeeping to advocacy, magistracy, diplomacy, and caste leadership. Each category appears once, followed directly by its tasks. Prices may vary by city, complexity, urgency, travel, and the experience of the scribe.
Important distinction. Advocates and private scribes may charge clients for their services. Magistrates, ambassadors acting for the city, and caste leaders should normally receive a city wage or caste stipend. Court fees belong to the treasury and must never purchase a favorable judgment or official decision.
Purpose. This list offers suggested roleplay prices for work performed throughout the Caste of Scribes, from ordinary writing and recordkeeping to advocacy, magistracy, diplomacy, and caste leadership. Each category appears once, followed directly by its tasks. Prices may vary by city, complexity, urgency, travel, and the experience of the scribe.
Important distinction. Advocates and private scribes may charge clients for their services. Magistrates, ambassadors acting for the city, and caste leaders should normally receive a city wage or caste stipend. Court fees belong to the treasury and must never purchase a favorable judgment or official decision.
Monday, September 14, 2026
September 14, 2026
I am still healing.
There isn't much of a story to tell about the last few days because they have all blended together: sleeping, waking, doing a little bit, getting tired, and sleeping again. I have tried to keep up with things when I can, but I haven't had the energy I normally have.
The second surgery definitely took more out of me than the first.
There isn't much of a story to tell about the last few days because they have all blended together: sleeping, waking, doing a little bit, getting tired, and sleeping again. I have tried to keep up with things when I can, but I haven't had the energy I normally have.
The second surgery definitely took more out of me than the first.
Friday, September 11, 2026
September 11, 2026
I have had more physician visits and follow-up things to deal with, and recovery continues.
I am beginning to feel a little more like myself, but I still run out of energy surprisingly fast. I can be awake and feeling fairly good and then suddenly realize that I need to lie down. More than once, lying down "for a few minutes" has turned into several hours of sleep.
I suppose that is why there are so many blank pages in this journal.
I am beginning to feel a little more like myself, but I still run out of energy surprisingly fast. I can be awake and feeling fairly good and then suddenly realize that I need to lie down. More than once, lying down "for a few minutes" has turned into several hours of sleep.
I suppose that is why there are so many blank pages in this journal.
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